i'm hurting right now

no particular reason
seems like's gonna rain
and right now it sucks
because i just washed my dinasour
and if it rains
like
its gonna be all wet
and get dirty
and muddy and like
all my work
will be like
gone
you know?
its like when you do some really good character in a napkin
and then you leave it on the table of a restaurant
or coffee shop
or wherever you are at the moment
ant hen you leave it
and like
the waitress
she just like throws it away
like is just garbage
and its not
cos its your little character
and i mean like
where does it go?
i mean is he dead or something?
are we just as disposable as napkins?

this one is for Hope.